so i think i have a curse upon me...why is it that the people that mean the most in my life always end up leaving? either for good or for other reasons... its so hard on me to go through this again even though the circumstances are different...i keep getting the feeling that this time is going to turn out a lot like last time...i dont think i could go through that again...i'm not giving up i'm just having a hard time not being depressed over this especially when the person this time is saying a lot of the same things and promises as the first person...and even though the first person had no control in the situation i still have a feeling its going to be the same turnout with the second person...i really really hope that its not but i can't help but feel this way about it...i'm scared to cry over the situation in hopes to make it better because i know that never helps me anymore...so what do i do...??